Endless hours sitting infront of a computer only make it harder not to wonder what's out there for me. Would it be better than what I have now? Maybe... maybe not... It's the constant wonder that gets to me by the end of my work shift... Going home and seeing my beautiful girlfriend whose personality is now outshining her looks. I've gone out of my way, out of my world for this person and she keeps hurting me. She loves me and would never cheat on me but I can't say the same for myself. I love her as well but the love I originally had was a love that should last decades. It didn't. I gave her everything and got nothing back. Now I'm broken he